Former US President Bill Clinton has said that his affair with Monica Lewinsky was one of the 'things I did to manage my anxieties', Daily Mail reported yesterday.
The former President suggests, in a documentary seen by DailyMailTV, that he had the fling with the ex-White House intern while he was in office because it helped with his own issues.
Bill reveals that at the time he met Lewinsky the pressure of the job made him feel like a boxer who had done 30 rounds and he looked at Lewinsky as 'something that will take your mind off it for a while'.
He makes the claims in an interview featured in a new documentary series that will air on Hulu Channel about his wife Hillary Clinton, called 'Hillary', where she candidly reveals that in the aftermath of the scandal the couple underwent 'painful' marriage counselling.
Bill offers an apology to Lewinsky in the documentary that will premiere on Friday and says he felt 'terrible' that her life was defined by their affair.
But he said that at some point when things don't return to normal 'you've got to decide how to define normal', suggesting the infamous former intern should just move on.
The four-part series features extraordinary access to the Clintons' inner circle and examines Hillary's public life from her student days to losing the 2016 election to Donald Trump.
But the part about the Lewinsky affair - which the political couple rarely address in public - will likely be the most scrutinized.
The scandal led to Bill being impeached in 1998. But he survived the trial in the Senate and remained in office during his second term.
The last time Bill spoke about the scandal was in 2018 and it backfired spectacularly because he said that he did not owe Lewinsky a private apology.
This time he went through in great detail, at times appearing emotional as he talked about the moment he finally came clean to his wife.
His hand was forced in 1998 when it became apparent he had lied to a grand jury investigating his personal affairs by denying the affair.
Bill had also denied it to Hillary and she had believed him.
He said in the interview: 'I went and sat on the bed and talked to her. I told her exactly what happened, when it happened. I said I feel terrible about it. We've been through quite a bit in the last few years. I said I have no defence, it's inexcusable what I did'.
Hillary tells the cameras: 'I was just devastated. I could not believe it. I was so personally just hurt and I can't believe this, I can't believe you lied.'
Hillary told Bill that he was the one who had to tell their daughter Chelsea, who was 18 at the time. He thought it was worse than telling his wife and he said that doing so was 'awful'.
Asked why he took such a risk with his family, his marriage and his country, Bill said he wasn't thinking about those things when he cheated.
Instead, the pressures of being in the White House led him to seek a distraction.
'You feel like you're staggering around, you've been in a 15 round prize fight that was extended to 30 rounds and here's something that will take your mind off it for a while, that's what happens.
'Because there, whatever life - not just me. Everybody's life has pressures and disappointments, terrors, fears of whatever.
'Things I did to manage my anxieties for years. I'm a different, totally different person than I was, a lot of that stuff 20 years ago,' he said.
Bill did not explain exactly what he was referring to, but Pulitzer-prize winning journalist Lucinda Franks has claimed that in 1999 Hillary told her Bill confessed that his mother abused him as a boy and caused him to become a sex addict.
In the Hulu documentary, Bill said: 'Maybe it's just getting older but I hope it was also going through a lot of this. But whatever, what I did was bad but it wasn't like - how can I think about the most stupid thing I could and do it.
The family went to Martha's Vineyard for a vacation and when they returned Hillary had decided to stand by her husband and fight his impeachment.
On the helicopter ride there Chelsea took them both by the hand.
An emotional Hillary says in the film: 'When she did that, oh my gosh, I thought that's just so incredible, so strong and so wise'.
Hillary described the marriage counseling sessions with Bill as 'painful, painful discussions'.
Bill said: 'Counseling was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do but it was necessary. She deserved it, Chelsea deserved it and I needed it.
'I feel terrible about the fact that Monica Lewinsky's life was defined by it, unfairly I think.
'Over the years I've watched her trying to get a normal life back again, but you've got to decide how to define normal'.
The documentary was directed by Nanette Burstein whose previous work includes a film about eccentric internet entrepreneur John McAfee.
Sokrates Friday, 06 March 2020 12:50 PM
Rapists now can tell that they need something that will take their mind off it for a while
Alisten Friday, 06 March 2020 02:35 PM
He did have sex with her consent so donot call him like that, look at the meaning of ur word.
Ram Friday, 06 March 2020 02:29 PM
I wonder if the Clintons' are trying to make buck from this documentary. Whatever said and done Bill must compensate Monica for ruining her life.
Aviator Friday, 06 March 2020 02:49 PM
Oh how nice. Amazing lesson. If ever you get anxious, have sex. He's nothing but a womanizer.
BE FAIR Friday, 06 March 2020 03:13 PM
Wonder what our Presidents do to manage their Anxieties?
Ravi Friday, 06 March 2020 03:22 PM
Now sirisena too will say that Somalatha helped her when he was in office.
Aka Friday, 06 March 2020 03:34 PM
What about the other woman he had sex with? Bill must have been always under stress.
Nick Friday, 06 March 2020 04:20 PM
These sex addicts who are as children brought up under terrible unbelievable perverse sex environment who come to tell us human right abuses! My foot.
Missaka Friday, 06 March 2020 05:17 PM
What a joke is this!. All rapist could justify their cause by forwarding this!!!!
Raj Friday, 06 March 2020 06:02 PM
Education in Sri lanka is going backwards. They do not know the difference between consensual sex and Rape!
You are not them Friday, 06 March 2020 06:27 PM
This is their culture, you don't need to change yours. It is like mind your business.
Paala Friday, 06 March 2020 10:34 PM
This selfish rapist talking pf his anxieties,what about young intern's anxiety after the incident
Andrew Silva Saturday, 07 March 2020 07:23 AM
This is a disgusting President. What an ex sample for the Americans.
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